haha have not been blogging for the past few days. Was too bz working and also got poly open house. Feel these few days so stress up. I shld not have accepted the job. I feel damm stress up when doing the work. Really feel more and more numb doing the stupid job cos i feel like conning people. ARR!!!!!!!!!! I am going crazy soon u know....... hopefully can quit tomorrow cos i found another job but hope can stay long for tt job. Yesterday went to two poly. NYP and NP. HAHA feel tt the people there r so nice. haha thanks for tt guy who bought me to the NYP design sch haha. I went with 'some' friends to the two poly. The group is like got 15 people and is so difficult to control them. Especially those gals. Sigh........ I really can't stand them. They seems not coming for the open house but for shopping. Stand behide the glass and look at us or standing behide us. We like have no time but they still take their own sweet time. They dun want to go two poly but the others want ok. It was a long story and i dun want to say liao. After tt went to another job interview. Need to work on next sat. ARRR!!!!! i cannot come POP. Sorry guys i can't go. Hope my group can perform well. GD luck!!!!! Sigh........ feel so stress and my temper is getting worse and worse. I NEED A BREAK OR SOMETHING. FEEL SOMETHING IS MISSING IN ME. Hope can find tt thing soon......
~ { 10:42 PM } remembering the days when u were by my side
