Being very unhappy lately. been out for fews days liao as term break is very short. Watch two movie lately. King kong and another one dunno how to spell. Haha. I hate orchand liao lor. Go there so many times this week. Almost like everyday go there. So been very tired lately. Went to together with derrick to city harvest on sat. Haha the drama so nice. Haha thanks for inviting me. After watching the show, i realise tt in human there r both angel and satan( devil). Is how u c things and everyone want to be angel yet they realise a devil in them.

How shld i face ppl with the behavior i dun like. Is really irrating? Talk to them some dun even bother or they shoot u back. I am so helpless. I feel so tired in doing anything. Y bother in doing? i wonder?

Thanks for talking with me in maple hearing all the crap i had say. Sorry for blogging such sad things but nothing much in my life is happen happily. Haha. I will try to be happy, but no promises.Haha

Went to watch movie at suntec and eat steamboat today. Haha watch king kong the movie but i dun find it nice. A bit boring but since the rest want to watch then pei them lor. After tt went to marine south to eat steamboat. The place was fill up with so much smoke. I think i eat too much carbon for the night liao. But not eat such food often. Must take care of my health. Haha. Then after tt tried to walk to marine bay mrt station and chatting on the way. Almost no mrt to reach home lor and after tt i walked home. Hais, wanted to buy a bicycle so dun need to walk so much yet my mom say no $$. Crap sia, how much more can a bicycle cost. Not really tt ex ba. Sian sian sian. Tml still need to go finish so much project, tuesday need to go make password. Hais..... Bz week ahead

Merry christmas everyone. Went to derrick house today then went expo. His brother got some christian show there so derrick pull me along with me to go. Then eat in bedok inter. After tt after much discussing, went to orchand to meet eleena. Y jt and pt dun want come with us. They prefer in east coast then orchand but i prefer being at home. Haha. Orchand is so crowded with ppl, spraying those foam stuff. Irriting ppl. So dirty and smelly and empty cans is all over the place. Spray here and there cos ppl dun dare to walk here and there. . Tml plan to go watch movie then go eat steamboat at marine south. Term test finally over. Yet much to do in the up coming term break. Hais......

Dun feel like blogging lately as it was term test week. Csas paper was ok. 5%. feel is crap. OC paper was very hard, i think will fail but hope at least get a pass. Am paper was ok i think. Then pipc paper was also ok but last question was difficult. Now left last paper which is Td. I hate to study TD so bored lor. Td is such a boring subject. Haha. Yeah after tml i can enjoy my one week of hoiliday. YEAHHHHH!!!!!

Had a CDS test on sat. I thought the paper was difficult but after doing the paper i think is ok lar. Sian then was playing motherload and can't understand y i keep dying but today finally complete tt game liao. Haha finally. So sian. Then tml still have csas paper. Crap paper. Watching slide show and point out the mistake. Haha dunno wat weird paper is this but only 5%. I worry more about other paper and also tml have a meeting with the global citizenship ppl. Hope faster term test finish and i can have a break. Was having a weird dream yet the dream is weird enough to affect my thought and feeling. It affect my life i guess.

Things have to do after my term test.
: finish those stupid project
buy shoes
play a round of badminton
watch movie
going to make passport
going for blood test.

Arrr going to be bz during my holiday. One week to do all this. Haha but i can't wait for my rest. Need to work hard for my term test. I hope got motivation. haha

Dun feel like blogging for the past few days. Was having TD test today and is damm stupid as the chap they say will be tested is tested however other chap they nv say also went in. Stupid!!! Then next week is term test liao and after tt i can finally have a nice rest. Sat still got exam. Hais.... I feel tired.....

Decided to blog to let out my feeling. I feel damm stupid when my mom bought something for my sister and when i say i want, she say cannot. And my mom bought a stupid thing for my sister when there is a 2 in 1. STUPID PPL!!! I feel tt i more guai than my sister. They got to go oversea and i could not go. I like so long nv go oversea liao. Things r cheaper there than in s'pore. Can't just they give me something. I dun feel like talking to my mom and sister anymore. Like they dun understand me so y bother to talk to them. Waste saliva....

I also feel so angry lately. Y does ppl always dun keep their promise and the ppl who dun keep the promise r my so call dear friends. I decided to list them out as even they feel is impolite, i would say it serve them right. I hate ppl who dun keep their promise. If u can't keep ur promise, dun promise ppl anything. As easy as tt. Friends like so many years like. If u all like to ignore me by all means. Like i care anymore. I am so sick thinking of u all. Dunno also quarral so many times liao. AM I IN A WRONG!! I just feel so angry ok.

Li Zhou: say want to call me today yet nv call. And we like so long nv talk. Actually i dun feel like talking to u. Always ask u for help, nv help. But when u need help i must help. This is crap. I feel tt i am so stupid.

Li Ting: saw u in sch say want to call me. Everything call u say dun bother me i am bz. Since ur so bz. I am bz too. Sorry dun come and disturb me. Is tt wat u think. I had enough of this.

Wai sum: Hmm, now whn i c u. I feeling like ignoring u. Saw u a few times in sch i just act tt i nv c u. Y. TT is so easy. U r the one always say want to call me, in the end nv call. NVM. I call u. BZ BZ BZ. ALWAYS SAME OLD REASON. Say will after me the next day and the next day nv come. Now i really hate u. Since u like ur poly friends so much. Dun even bother to call me in sch ba. Ppl said u is right. U r pamper. I hate pamper kids.

Bevin: Say want to lend $$ from me. I lend. Say want to return me. I call ur hp again and again no reply. And i know u going thailand tt day and u say u will return me before u go. I told u tt i need the $$ right. IF U CAN'T RETURN ME THE $$. DUN BORROW. DUN DO I TRUST A IDIOT LIKE U FOR THE FIRST PLACE. TRICK ME OVER AND OVER AGAIN. GO FAR FAR.

Y do i have to face such ppl. Maybe my life is much better without this ppl. Sorry if i offended anyone but i feel tt they r the one offended me. NOT U ALL. So y can't i post THIS. I shall delete this ppl out of my head sooner or later. Y do i treat u all as friend when u all treat me more like a idiot than a friend........

So crap lor, my house went into blackout. then want to call my parents to tell them. Then all the number they give me cannot link. My mom side was she slept liao. Nvm my dad side. Number u give only can be call in the day time. Crap lar. If something happen to me or wat right. I cannot call both of them. SO crap. Nvm. Went to watch chicken little with maple gang today. Haha so funny the show. Have a lot of other movie things added in. Chicken little is so cute lor. I love him man. Today dun need to go to sch cos we have a bz week, last week. So no lab and lesson is postpone. Finally can have a day of rest. Then after tt kelvin, eleena and me went to derrick house to play game until it was almost 7. then kelvin and i went to buy dinner and went home.

Read about yy blog. I dunno lei about me leaving sjab for a moment. I like it better this way, at least for now. I like dun feel like going back. Dun want any feeling to it. But yet like i need to go back or wat if not really MIA forever. Is it this break too long. Am i rdy to committed. Or is it the question am i able to commit. I dunno. Everytime think of this question, i feel so tired and helpless. Maybe i just dun belong there. I can't click with the ppl there. I dun like the ppl in it. I dunno about it. I am just feeling confused. I just dun have the motivation to carry on yet my another self tell me i need to go back there and do something. Like wasted all my time if i just give up like tt or owe other ppl something. I dun like to be tie down. I just hate this.

Went to sch late again, but is lecture. I want to be early in the end, end up more late. Then today also got pipc test, was so stress and nervous. Nv put state symbol. SIAN SIAN SIAN. then with derrick at single study room. Then after tt went home. Tml still have csas and sch start at 9. Sian so tired liao. Hais..........

Read about yy blog. I dunno lei about me leaving sjab for a moment. I like it better this way, at least for now. I like dun feel like going back. Dun want any feeling to it. But yet like i need to go back or wat if not really MIA forever. Is it this break too long. Am i rdy to committed. Or is it the question am i able to commit. I dunno. Everytime think of this question, i feel so tired and helpless. Maybe i just dun belong there. I can't click with the ppl there. I dun like the ppl in it. I dunno about it. I am just feeling confused. I just dun have the motivation to carry on yet my another self tell me i need to go back there and do something. Like wasted all my time if i just give up like tt or owe other ppl something. I dun like to be tie down. I just hate this.

Went to sch late again, but is lecture. I want to be early in the end, end up more late. Then today also got pipc test, was so stress and nervous. Nv put state symbol. SIAN SIAN SIAN. then with derrick at single study room. Then after tt went home. Tml still have csas and sch start at 9. Sian so tired liao. Hais..........

Thinking about friendship today. Thought of a few friends which i saw or thought of. Sometimes i really dun feel like facing some of them yet when i face them i have to put on faces to face them. Yes u all dunno wat is happening yet words from the ur mouth say already and dun keep promise. Hate this type of ppl and think this is nothing. I can't stand this type of ppl. Not once, twice or wat. A lot of time. Dunno wat to do with u guys also.