Been bored lately. Playing DS, attend theory lesson for diving if not sleep at home. Seriously i hope my sip can start soon so i know the taste of it. Start early, end early right. But 4 months of Sip. Hais seriously it feel very very very long compare to the 6 weeks in CPTC.

I hope i will find out wat i can work next time when i pass out of tp during sip. Does colourblind really affect so much, i really dunno.............. Headache and stress.......

Seriously i am very very pissed off. I just dunno y i am so so so fucking UNLUCKY ok. So wat tt i am colourblind. This cannot do, tt cannot do still have to spend even more $$ on doctor i c wat colour am i blind too. Wat the hell, have i not seen enough doctors and also y the sch even tell me tt colourblind ppl can enter this damm course at the first place if it really affect so much of my working life. When i ask u the qns u tell me u dunno and cannot answer my qns. I bet u r lying so tt i can enter this damm course so u can earn my sch fee. Who at the first place can understand me? I am in this course for 2years+ ok, so wat now, after graduate i get another diploma or try to go oversea get a degree of some other shit. I just dunno wat to do ok. I dunno colourblind really is such troublesome. Ya ya colourblind is not a illness but for me it is a burder ok. Y do i have such problem and y my life seems so unlucky. Post to one company just to do paperwork cos i am colourblind is not enough. Where is it, jurong island. Might as well ask me stay there!!!!!!!

Hais seriously i dunno wat to do next

Finally the 3 days shift work has ended. Most of the time spend was slacking anyway. The night shift really make my bioclock go nuts until i also dunno which day am i in.

Shift work was quite fun lar as we can chit chat and also play my DS. Staying in the board room was also fun. Just by changing a few value on the screen, u really can affect the plant. It was fun. With those two trainer around, it really make the night able to go faster away. However two unfortunate stuff happen. First night was grace breaking the camera and then alex broke the glass for the pump side. Hais...... Hangout with the class 'patrolling' around is really fun. Heeeeeeeheeee. The final term test is coming yet i forgot those valve names and pump in the DCS. I guess i am screw up sia.

My handphone was send to repair and someone is early morning call me say tt the motherboard is spolit and we do not have the sparepart so u might need to wait for 1 to 2 weeks. Then the second morning, 'hi sir, ur handphone is ready for collection'
I was like huh..... Seriously i dunno wat r they doing lor. Anyway i got a new handphone, they just replace the whole thing. Cool.........

Yeah got a 3 days break before shift work starts. Need to study and as the final term test is coming. Dun feel like studying and also play DS until so bored sia. Training was quite fun lar. I dun really like fire water day lar cos the water is like so dirty and make us the whole body wet. It was like 1 s and, u r completely wet. The water was at 14 bars so if u get hit by the water jet, you will KO sia. But the fun part was tt u kept seeing rainbow. Haha. The rainbow is like just in front of u. Damm cool. Other days was tiring. Climb up and down is really tiring.

* i just feel damm bored, just thought of this, feeling like a dead soul in the living body* get wat i means.........

wat appear in front of you is not wat you really see.......