Haha decided to blog today since i finish a test today and sjab staff so i can say to be quite free in a certain point of view. First i want to say november rocks. Novemeber is the grp i was in otc camp not tt i like the month of nov. Been through much with u guys, and it was fun. HAha i won't forget our happy moment. It was so fun!!! Went to hiking in ubin. I thought i will faint lor in the middle of the journey. Going a camp with the status of lack of sleep. So tired man. But hearing from the senior. Our camp is very nice to us liao. I think i will collapse going to their camp for eg we have one triage but they have 5 triage, crazy right!!! Then on tuesday i got a pipc test, late for 17 min lor and interesting part is i late with benson. HAHA.. i nv study lor and go for test, sigh.... too tired liao ba. Then today also got test, and made stupid careless mistake. Tml still got oc lesson, ask us do so many question. I hate him a lot man tt stupid teacher. He so great meh. YA like my friend say, i won't waste energy on this type of people. Ok tt all for today

haha two person ask me heh y u haven't blog lei, outdated liao lei. So decided to blog before i go camp. Dun actually looking forward to the camp. Go there then i cannot go ONLINE, cannot watch ANIME, cannot LIVE properly. Suffer there. Sigh.. have two quiz liao this week. One i get just pass another one dunno but i think also just pass. Other people like so gd their result. I guess i need to work harder. The timing is just not right. I am very bz this week and got two test. Life lately being stress but i guess still can handle it. Still got some positive things to look forward to. After camp still got so many things to do, hopefully can really study and get better result. Really hope can go out soon. Sjab also have training this week. People also ask me burn a lot of cd. So bz lor, really dun feel like burning for them. i will try to blog more as i get less bz. Sch has been enjoyable, not as crap as i think lar as most things i think is crap, btw i think i am crap so crap + crap = more crap. LOL lame!!

I guess everyone r having stress now. Changes in life, poly life. Adapting in it. I feel so tired, mentally. I guess i am too bz lately. A lot of things need to be done. I really wish everything can just pass quickly now. I guess i need to be strong. Be happy in life..... Lately i feel so lost in my life, everythings looks like a dream to me. I had been thinking, wat happen if a person lost everything he or she had in life. Will he or she still be the same person we once knew. I dunno. Do people r so afraid to lost wat they had in life or r those just responsibility. I just need to be stronger. Sch is ok. I just need time to study more. Weekends r so packed lately. I really hope i can concentrate totally in my studies. tt will be really much helpful. Spending a lot of $$ lately. Really hope those people return my $$ soon. I hate to ask extra $$ from my parents. But this month i really had to spend a lot. Too many activities. Sigh.... I really hope i can return to normal right now. Happiness is wat many people can't c as it is just in front of u. I hope i can really adapt to all condition of life. Peace and calmness in my heart and freedom in life.