Today feel so tired...... went to work for my 3rd day but i just can't raise my happy spirit up. I think i feel very restless........ I help to raise $310 today again. But i can say tt i nv put in much effort today. Dun really feel like it. Doing independent today. I dun feel much of being a loner. Maybe i am used to it liao. Is quite fun, cos i was asking retailer today so it is like quite easy and some of them r really nice( feel more gulity) but nvm. Life is like tt, i have just to face it. Went back home feeling tired and more restless. Today dun feel much of anger just feeling very empty. Maybe i will feel scared when someone concern about me. Sigh.... feeling being more and more inhuman each passing days. To jin hui: oi i like to blog long long can cos my life is busy lar!!!!!! To those who always come to this blog. Thanks a lot. I will try to blog as much as i can. The most one day in between nv blog OK..... Read someone blog saying about me just now. I feel very messy. My mind is in a total mess and my life is a mess. I dunno which job is confirm. Like making a bet on my job if u know wat i mean.( need to choose my job but dunno can do or not) Maybe i shld relax a day but who will go out with me to relax for a day. I miss those sching days and days we play basketball. But i will not think of those old times yet. My life is messy enough. I think i will really quit my job tomorrow and my last day will be 31th of dec. Cos i feel tt i need a break and a gd rest and my job i feel if i do, there is no life for me. AND one more thing: I hope POP night is a sucessful night and i will support u guys in spirit haha. Have a enjoyable time there and maybe without me, u guys will be more fun!!!!!!
~ { 11:23 PM } remembering the days when u were by my side
