Wed
I feel damm bloodly down and angry tonight. I need to release the anger within me. Woke up after i lie on my bed. Think about wat just happen. I like feeling damm stress up. I have a job later but people just pour cold water on me..........I feel damm stress up and people making me angry. KLZ AND WAI SUM y do u two have to talk when i need a min with bevin to talk and u all nv even bother to say sorry............. WAT THE DAMM MEANING OF THIS!!!!!!!!! i only need a few min to spare right and i will shut up!!!!!!!!! WS i also very unhappy with u. ALWAYS i have to call u to talk to u but u R NV FREE AND I MEAN MY WORDS, but when u call me DO I MUST BE FREE TO TALK TO U!!!!!!!! Do people even care about my feeling?????? Do people even know tt i am existed here OR MAYBE I SHLD JUST DIE........... DO I NEED TO BE A MUTE OR RATHER I WANT TO BE A MUTE!!!!!!! DO people even concern about me before????? NO I DUN THINK SO!!!! I may seems bloody weak but i want to stay strong but how.......... i FEEL TT ALL THESE YEARS TT I AM OFTEN ALONE. I can only stand alone and i hate to feel WEAK OK!!!!!!! Can't i be nice to people. YA I AM NICE TO THEM SO WAT I GET...... A PIECE OF SHIT AND Y SHLD I EVEN BE NS TO PEOPLE!! CAN ANYONE ANSWER ME!!!!!!! I'M LIKE TT SO WAT U WANT ME TO CHANGE........MAYBE I SHLD JUST GO AND DIE RIGHT!!!!!!!!! LIFE IS MEANINGLESS 4 ME!!!!!!I HATE EVERYONE FOR NOW, AT THIS MOMENT!!!!WATEVER I DUN CARE!!!!!!!
~ { 2:22 AM } remembering the days when u were by my side
