Woke up at 9.30am today to watch cartoon, then went back to sleep and woke up again at 11.30 am. Slept at 3 am and woke up so 'early'. I was having a OTC interview in the afternoon. Say is a interview but the 'old man'( i seems so bad) keep talking and talking. Lucky someone say want go toliet and we can have a short break. Really can't stand those pierce people cocky faces. Really dislike them but at least i saw my 2003 advance group mate Yi Ting, nice to meet u again. Today like so many people come and want to go to OTC. Serious i dun think everyone have a chance to go there. Hope tt those people really want to go can go, so gd luck everybody. After tt went with a group of people to BK as i need to have lunch. Then it rain........ then we walk around and then walk to the mrt. Then tt CK go buy a $1.00 raincoat and he look damm funny. Then he throw it away anyway i expected tt cos the quality of the raincoat is so lousy. Then go to simei play pool. I was first time playing and i think i make a fool out of myself... really need to go 4 some pratise before i try again. Then go play the racing game but i feel damm unlucky. i just want to VS com but everytime got people join game. Hate it man. Then after tt i leave, leaving them there playing. Met my dad for dinner and went home. Feel so bored and tired man. Not physically but mentally. Want to find someone to talk also don't have and so many people r online tonight and i kept playing game. I know is fun but it can't fill up the boring space in my heart. I guess i getting more and more tired. Sigh............ feel tt i am all alone. Tomorrow still need to go HQ for POC item with my group and also have a nco meeting at 4pm. Everyone seems so busy and i don't think they have time to spare!!! I think i still can go on.... and i will..... Tt all for today hope tomorrow is a better day 4 me.