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Wednesday, February 09, 2005


Early morning:
Decided to blog again. Cos no one is free to talk to me cos i find blog to listen to me. I dunno wat lar but i feel so crazy now. I feel so unhappy now. I feel so lost now. I dunno y. Is it Chi new year and i shld feel happy. NO I DUN feel any joy this year. I am not looking forward to this CNY. Y????? i dunno...... sigh............... Read derek blog. He say he is alone. Haha r we in the same boat. I wonder????? Haha derek if u read this. Anytime u feel like tt i surely come and pei u, if i'm free lar. U shld treasure the gd time now and feel happy. Think about it, so many people r supporting u. U r not alone..... I need time to find the missing part of me to fix me back. Feel so empty again...... I wonder.....

~ { 1:18 AM }
remembering the days when u were by my side