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Eric Lim
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Saturday, February 26, 2005

Really feel the word fear the whole day. I fearing about working again, i am truely tired. I fear my result, i fear myself. I dunno y. I am so so tired. I called a lot of people today but i can't find them to talk to serious. I mean tt they can't make me feel better. I am so damm tired. I need to be free from all this but something weighs heavily in my heart. OR can i say many things r tieing me up & i can't break free. Cont at this rate i will really need a doctor soon. Every sec bring pain to me................. result coming out so wat. I am colourblind. Hate the thought to choose the courses. Everytime i think of it, i will get a headache. I getting headache often now. Maybe i got too many problem and my head can't take it nor my body can take it further. Can i still carry on. I wonder???????Do people need to break my dreams over and over again. Can't i hope for a bit of dreams coming true and stop blaming me for everything. I so so so so tired of everything. I can really sleep forever if this carry on.

~ { 11:33 PM }
remembering the days when u were by my side