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Wednesday, February 09, 2005



Still feel the same as usual or maybe worse. AM i weakening???????? I had like have been holding on for a long time..... Have i reach the limit???? I feel as empty as i am. I feel so scared and lonely. Am i alone. I keep thinking about this question for a very long time liao. Am i really alone? I have to work tomorrow. Sigh........ Really dun wish to work anymore..... I only wish to sleep and cont sleeping forever without thinking anything. People now a days r so busy but r they all so bz. And i mean they. I am in a maze looking for an exit without a clue to walk which direction and no one is guiding me. I been walking alone for a very long time searching for a exit until i have no more str to carry on. I also dun even feel any joy on CNY!!! and also i dun even feel is even CNY.

~ { 11:03 PM }
remembering the days when u were by my side