Today damm tired at work. Early morning need to wake up go to work. Almost late cos i didn't want to get out of my bed. Then reach there need to set up 2 wagon and how i know wat to do cos no one want even taught me. The whole day u know wat i do. I using my senses to think wat is i think correct go do liao nv think much. Everything is so cock up today and tt stupid manager came down. Today got a new partner to help me but without him also can. Make those account damm siao siao one. I also dunno how to tell the manager. Heard sales rap want come down also nv come down help. I need to write memo but i think some of them just take & go. Y this stupid shopping centre need to write meno. Waste a lot of time ok. I hate tt damm idiotic job. I think i going to quit after this month. When is bz is really bz but if we r free really nothing to do one. Can i bear till end of the month. Reach home go eat dinner and then mira still say me these and tt. She so pro she work here lar. If not stop spoiling my mood. I really bad mood and i will nv get angry at customer ok. Just saying this. I only angry at the damm manager and y she dun want send people down to help and say not enough people and dun want to hire people. The most i hope she sack me. Then she will surely die lor. I work till to the best of my ability liao. Haha like nco right!!!!! Pls pls i need help today.
2nd part Sigh....... Work and work everything. Sitting in the com and also watching tv. Keep feeling some part of me is missing. I like miss someone which i dunno who is it. I am like finding a person to help me but i am like lost in a world full of wall. Like a maze. I really feel tt way. Y my friend and all work so long. Is it because they like their job or their power to endure is strong. I hate to feel weak. I can feel tt if i work with a friend time pass fast and i can enjoy any work with a friend. But working alone is really terrible. Can anyone save me!!! Faster how i wish the whole month is gone and get my pay but also i dun hope the month to end cos of O lvl result. Just feel myself lost and finding myself back. How can i get back to myself. Am i really weak....... Handle this job alone. Fighting all alone. I want to work with friends but y do all of them give me stupid answer like Zhi da when he say want to help me in the morning and change his mind. damm it ok!!! I am truely tired but i really hope to work. When i work i forget my problem when i am truely bz like today........ Feel so depress so many course can't go in, feel so depress of my job, feel so depress over my life. I will stay strong or can i say i must be strong.......... I hate this type of mix feelings..............
~ { 8:22 PM } remembering the days when u were by my side
