Today get back my EM1 paper, got 39.5 over 50 however my total + all other test is 63% only. Sian sian. Sigh...... But lucky heard tt all my subject pass but hopefully their result look nice. Then went to play maple in the 2h break we have. Haha luckily wei lee is there if not we can't play maple. Haha thanks wei lee. He got 6 h break which is like wah so much. Gd for him. Nothing much happen today lor and my class i think most likely will sell pop corn on CNN day + more special mixtures to do to the pop corn. Haha.

Sun

Went to watch movie today with seow ye, shi xiang, guo jun and wei lee. Did not expect wei lee to turn up cos he told me tt he is not coming. Haha we watched fanstasic 4. Thanks hor seow ye, treat us all to watch movie. Haha not cheap lei. Then i went to buy a cd cos feel like buying a cd as i very long nv listen to song liao and hope to listen to some song. No gd cd is out lor lately. Then we went to play pool. Haha SHI XIANG U SO PRO LOR. haha beat us all. Either u hit in all the ball or other people black ball in. Pro. Ha ha. Ha ha very fun playing pool. Then shi xiang, guo jun and me went to have dinner together and we saw jun long. Ha ha y everytime we go out together always c u. Twice liao. LoL. Went home so tired still play maple.

Mon

Went to sch today, really dun feel like waking up. Raining and the weather is so gd to sleep however i got cold. Ha ha. Dunno whether to hate this weather or like this weather. After the lab, i feel so scared of MEB this subject. I think i will fail, hate to fail any subject. I dunno where can i get the str to complete this sem very hardworking. This went to cyber cafe to play maple. Maple is part of my life now, haha.

Pls to those sjab member and ast, dun come and ask me wat i not happy with u guys can. U ask me i dunno how to answer u back. If u cont to ask me right and bring me back to those memory i already forgotten right, u double my pain. Dun come and ask me anymore COS I DUNNO HOW TO ANSWER U ALL BACK AND I DUN OWE U GUYS ANYTHING. Sorry to cap those words but i dun think u all understand wat i mean when i type nicely dun come and ask me wat happen. Thank You..... I want to enjoy my life as for now.

Actually plan to blog on thursday however like blogger got prob. Haha has been at home this few days rottening, is damm bored lor, playing maple everyday. Nothing much happen lor just feeling bored haha. Choose my CDS liao, wake up so early lor, choose those cds tt i dun like one but not much choice anyway. Ha HA go in anything also can. Hope they offer more CDS next time round. Actually want to play bb today one but raining and also bevin cannot come, haha actually i am glad tt cannot go cos i was very sleepy. Just now edmund ask me if i want to go kayaking. Dunno if i want to go, wake up then think about it. Ha ha

haha so long nv blog liao. I must make it a habit to blog. i think need 14 or 21 days, forget liao to make something a habit. haha seems short but is hell. Hmm so term test how. SUXS ok. I think my MEB gone case liao. Too nervous. I still cannot cope with nervous. Then the other subject ok lar but i dun think can get gd result like the rest. All so pro. haha. thn come the national first aid com. got duty to do and i feel so tired lor. Run here and there. But just i few hours of sleep can recover everything. The all star team get 7 or 8 position, but well i dun care like they dun care about me. Hope they dun read this but i dun care who won. Just not my business. Hate u guys who play with my trust.... maybe u all dunno wat it mean but i know. IF u all read this dun come and ask me. I WON'T tell u all. It ended ok lar i guess, too tired to anlazye on it. Ha ha just know i need to play my part can liao. Thn went to white sand to meet those sjab people, actually dun feel anything lor when i meet them, i rather stay with my otc grp of people and went home. U guys in competiton so wat. Watever. i dun want to think about it. Hmmm then think about wat lei, next day got sch i mean on monday. HAHA i thought need to do the lab question then plan to do but in the end give up. Went to sch and found out dun need to do. HAha then after tt went to engineering sch to use their com. Haha, and i found out their com better to use lor then as and cypercafes com. Then went home maple. Recently like maple siao liao. Haha maple like so interesting, playing in a gang, tt make it interesting. Then tuesday went to lecture which is so bored lor. then went to watch movie with my classmate. First time lei go watch movie haha. Watch war of the worlds but i dun find it nice, just too bored. Then came out of the cimema saw my MEB lecturer and then went to bus inter and on the way saw my OTC officers. HAha so ke lian right, c so many people. Thn went home for maple again. So sian. I miss pq( party quest)!!! haha.


U say i have changed, but i also feel tt u have changed. Is both of us changing or only u changing or is it me who changed. However i might change which is my attitude towards life but i feel tt the one who have change more is u. i dunno tt r u stress or wat but i feel tt ur attitude towards me is getting worse. I dunno wat ur prob with me but i dun like to play this type of guessing game, if u have any prob with me feel free to face me. I won't run. Seriously u have changed. Like u say, u feel tt i changed and u dun like it and i dun like ur change too. Close friends but u just had to give me tt attitude. I dun think i did anything wrong or wat. I so long nv c u liao or even have a proper talk with u. I feel so sad, serious..........

Is true tt life is unfair, however is my hands tt i feel can made a change. No matter how hard is it, i will not believe in fate. I will believe tt i can change my own fate using my hands. My hands r the one who change me. Haha nonsense right. and weather been bad lately, too bad my hand cannot change weather. sigh.........

bz lately so nv blog, i dun think will blog this few days, cos exam is coming. sigh.... i fail my pipc quiz, feel so disappointed. feel like sjab is affecting my studies. next week is my exam and i have sjab activties on sat and sun and like i can choose not to go. sigh..... bad timing..