haha so long nv blog liao. I must make it a habit to blog. i think need 14 or 21 days, forget liao to make something a habit. haha seems short but is hell. Hmm so term test how. SUXS ok. I think my MEB gone case liao. Too nervous. I still cannot cope with nervous. Then the other subject ok lar but i dun think can get gd result like the rest. All so pro. haha. thn come the national first aid com. got duty to do and i feel so tired lor. Run here and there. But just i few hours of sleep can recover everything. The all star team get 7 or 8 position, but well i dun care like they dun care about me. Hope they dun read this but i dun care who won. Just not my business. Hate u guys who play with my trust.... maybe u all dunno wat it mean but i know. IF u all read this dun come and ask me. I WON'T tell u all. It ended ok lar i guess, too tired to anlazye on it. Ha ha just know i need to play my part can liao. Thn went to white sand to meet those sjab people, actually dun feel anything lor when i meet them, i rather stay with my otc grp of people and went home. U guys in competiton so wat. Watever. i dun want to think about it. Hmmm then think about wat lei, next day got sch i mean on monday. HAHA i thought need to do the lab question then plan to do but in the end give up. Went to sch and found out dun need to do. HAha then after tt went to engineering sch to use their com. Haha, and i found out their com better to use lor then as and cypercafes com. Then went home maple. Recently like maple siao liao. Haha maple like so interesting, playing in a gang, tt make it interesting. Then tuesday went to lecture which is so bored lor. then went to watch movie with my classmate. First time lei go watch movie haha. Watch war of the worlds but i dun find it nice, just too bored. Then came out of the cimema saw my MEB lecturer and then went to bus inter and on the way saw my OTC officers. HAha so ke lian right, c so many people. Thn went home for maple again. So sian. I miss pq( party quest)!!! haha.


U say i have changed, but i also feel tt u have changed. Is both of us changing or only u changing or is it me who changed. However i might change which is my attitude towards life but i feel tt the one who have change more is u. i dunno tt r u stress or wat but i feel tt ur attitude towards me is getting worse. I dunno wat ur prob with me but i dun like to play this type of guessing game, if u have any prob with me feel free to face me. I won't run. Seriously u have changed. Like u say, u feel tt i changed and u dun like it and i dun like ur change too. Close friends but u just had to give me tt attitude. I dun think i did anything wrong or wat. I so long nv c u liao or even have a proper talk with u. I feel so sad, serious..........

Is true tt life is unfair, however is my hands tt i feel can made a change. No matter how hard is it, i will not believe in fate. I will believe tt i can change my own fate using my hands. My hands r the one who change me. Haha nonsense right. and weather been bad lately, too bad my hand cannot change weather. sigh.........