Feeling very disapointed with myself lately. Got study or nv study my result is still like tt so wat the point of study when i always get so nervous in exam and forget everything also when i study wat can i practise on where there is no tys. THIS SUXS OK!!! All those quiz & test have already let me lose confidence in myself. How am i going to get back my confidence? Tell me can someone....... Fri so many test but i was trying to forget everything by forgetting everything, haha went to a sub com talk after sch then in the LT after everyone left, went to play paper aeroplane with my class. Childish right. Haha. But at night the pain came. The memories of those test. I am so sick of all this. I am so afraid. ARRRRRR y am i so weak. I want to be stronger. Hais. I guess i have to study more and less maple......... But will it help, i dunno...... Later still need to go HQ for sjab. So long nv go sjab liao, dunno if i am rusty. I dunno. Sick of it.....