actually i want to blog one but just dun have the mood to do tt. Tt time did a very long post but got deleted. So now i fast forward some of things lar.

I pass out poc liao however i am not so happy tt day, i still find some of their system sux and i hate them using their rank to force ppl to do stuff they dun like. Hais......did i make the wrong choice

Li ting birthday i decided to go on the 15th liao cos of some reason, ya i am not happy about it but i dun want to talk anymore about it.

Went with li zhou and wei lee to movie on tuesday. Haha the movie was ok lar, watch when u r older by andy lau. Movie is so so lar tt y i feel

Wed
i went to east coast beach with my poly friends, go there walk walk. haha. then go marine parade. The arcade sux ok. I dun want to go in again, so little game. Then after tt my friend told me need another person to go ice skating then i go find klz but i tell u i dunno which of ur words is the truth nor the lies. I just wanted u to help. Nvm found ppl to go somehow. Thanks a lot deby for hearing my stupid and complaining stuff for so long. Really thanks a lot, i feel much much better. Wei lee too, have a nice chat with u, dun be so depressed can. Cheer up.

Sorry tt i nv blog for so long, i will try to blog more and more ba. I think i changing my habit to sleep early but dunno can make it or not.

I just find things not going my way for this holiday, everything seems so depressed, everything seems so wrong and out of way. I feel tt i am so unclear of so many stuff. I thought once it reach tt day onwards it will be better, but i was wrong. I think the problem lies with me but i dunno how to correct it. Am i taking things too seriously? Can i relax? Y can't i do something right for once? But at least u guys r there... When i am down.... I really thanks u guys a lot. But have i changed. I know the world change everyday. I dunno, i just feel so unclear of stuff. One things i am sure off is tt i need to change myself. i shld not take things too serious. But wat can i do when i c something i dun like. Shld i forget about it, or think about it. If i forget about it, it will sure happen again and if i think about it, it make my life difficult. I am confused in this part of my life, but i know there will be u all to lend me a hand when needed...... Everyday is a better day for me but end up more days end with a sad mind than a happy mind. For one thing i nv give up is to find my true happiness to create a world for myself than i end up with more happy mind then a sad mind everyday.