Been playing maple for the whole day. I feeling like playing maple make me forget all the problem i have and i can sit there and play all day long and need not solve any problem. Zhi da sms me ask me if i want to help out in sjab in the camp and ask me if i receive any email. Ya i did not receive, maybe they dun want me even to help out there. I feel so sick of sjab. Need to c those ppl again. Must listen to them, in watever u do. I really feel so meaningless to stay in there. And i keep rmbing wat charles sir say about boosting relationship with the junior. I just can't do it can. Feeling tt kids attitude is getting worse each day and in nco course sure u all say if u all dun listen to me, dun like u all pass out but i dun like to threaten ppl. Like how u all threaten me if i dun cut my hair, i cannot pass out. I find it all so stupid. If u all like to use ur power like tt, i got nothing more to say. I just feeling so sick of everything OK. Those words keep appear in my mind. I want to find someone to talk to but i can only find wei lee. I think i need to go out soon. I cannot stay at home any more. I need to go out and unwind. But i can't think of any place to go to. Anyone want to go beach for a scroll? I am tired, really tired but my body just dun let me rest. Days r passing by just like tt and i am really feeling worse everyday. I feeling so crap....