wah, i haven't blog for like 10 days like. First i keep playing maple and sleep late tt y nv blog and also quite bz during these 10 days.
I went to night safari on one day which i forgot liao. Haha it was very hot and dark where i c those animals near the rock i thought was the animal itself. Haha. My friends and i stay out late tt night.

Happy birthday to liting on 15 of oct. 17 YEARS OLD ALREADY!!!! haha congrate. Went to her chalet on the 15th of oct with bevin. As bevin stay overnight at my house on the 14th. Sorry liting, dun say tt u r a bad host, i know u very bz tt day. Esp on the night. I dun want to comment anymore of the chalet.
My thoughts
have been thinking a lot this days. Dun mind me anyone. I been thinking wat is friends about and do i need to care about other ppl friends even if i know them. Is it tt i have to learn to accept them, so tt i won't have any conflict with u guys. I dunno. I suddenly feel we r so different. Our mindset, but i wonder how we r be able to stay as friends for so long already. I treasure the friendship and this is one friendship tt make me think the most and cos me the most pain too. Maybe u all dun think this well. Maybe i not tt impt to anyone in their life cos i am too 'playful'. But i want to say tt i am sentitive as well and think a lot too. Somethings r meant not to be say to u all. But i am not the person who like to keep things to myself. I am stubbon, i really am, cos i can't change my thinking about somethings. Wat is life?? sometimes i wonder. Y do i do so many things against my wishes. For others and not myself and in return wat i get. i am so sick, tired. I dun wish to carry on. I am so restless and lazy in this holiday. I need to change. but i haven't lost all my str to carry on. Just feeling weak at the moment. Not like jan tt period. I was totally lost during tt period. But i pick myself up. I hate myself...... Y do i can't accept so many things. I dun like to owe others anything so in my life the only things i owe to is to my parents. Tt is it mean everyone shld take something always from me cos i am giving it away. I dunno, i am just so confused about my life. I beginning to like the night, is so peaceful and quiet. Not like day times, so noisy and messy. The night seems so dark yet peaceful. I also realise y i have been sleeping later and later at night. Cos night time is so peaceful and i dun look forward to the day, as is seems so bored. At least it seems night seems not so lonely anymore if i am alone