For one whole week has not blog already. Is in maple until too late at night tt y nv blog. Ya, i feeling much much better this week. Thanks to yy to who me last week and some other ppl. Ya, i shld not do things tt i dun like, now i have the will to give up wat i last time believe in and i realise i always feel so sad as i not willing to accept the truth tt the meaning in sjab has changed. Ya, i feel happier now when i realise this. I need a gd talk with them. Maybe i will just quit. Not i want to run away, but i can't accept their way of ur thinking. Went with jin hui to east coast beach last sat. Haha I had a enjoyable day, cycling, walking and talking to him. Hais was so tired tt day and i had a great sleep tt night. Hope i can do tt often. This sunday also got sjab duty. Hais. Need to go restudy the first aid manual soon as i forgot long long ago liao. Haha.. Realise i have changed my thinking this few weeks. Ya, i have changed.Hais... Back to mapling again.