Today classes start at 10. Met farhan at the bus stop today. I feel so sian lor lost one of my dolpfin when i come to sch. I hate those type of metal ring. Like so loose lor. I hate it. Then first lecture was ok but i cannot tahan the second lesson. So sleepy lor. He talk and talk but no one understand know wat he say. Lesson like eng lesson. Then by the time next lecture. I very very sleepy liao. So after tt OC lecture i went home to sleep, nv join the rest of them go lib. I think i was really tired. Two days reach home so late of cos tired lar. I sleep like for 4 and half hours like tt. So gd to sleep. Then woke up for dinner. Then just now do tt prelab for like 2h and solve only part of the question. After doing tt question i feel so piss off liao. My temper also like now become very bad. ( I hate to force to do things i dun like. If i dun do dun act not happy or wat lor.Those ppl really to me r idiots, dun keep promise gd enough liao, dun cont to piss me off)

I really am sick facing certain ppl. I am also tired facing ppl who dun understand others. No one knows anything. I feel so tired now. Really wish i can sleep forever. Yy how to try to be happy when life is not even happy for u. Everything dun go ur way at any view u view it. I need a break from all this. I want to be alone. I want silent. I WANT FREEDOM IN LIFE. Really in a bad mood now. Still need to face tutiorial tml. Feeling like going to the beach now. I still like the night. It seems so peaceful. Time passes slower. In my room, blogging anything i want. I hate the day. It seems so bz, it seems so tiring. Facing pressure, ppl, things u dun want, things u dun like. Yes i am running away from all this, ppl tell me this is life. If life is so miserable y is it ppl make life this way. Sometimes i just hope i am not in this world. Ppl all sad this is life. But do they understand life. I dun understand myself, how i understand others and humans always want someone to understand them. Maybe alone is the word.