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Eric Lim
Life is missing of something i dunno
I want to open my eyes to c light again

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Friday, December 02, 2005

Read about yy blog. I dunno lei about me leaving sjab for a moment. I like it better this way, at least for now. I like dun feel like going back. Dun want any feeling to it. But yet like i need to go back or wat if not really MIA forever. Is it this break too long. Am i rdy to committed. Or is it the question am i able to commit. I dunno. Everytime think of this question, i feel so tired and helpless. Maybe i just dun belong there. I can't click with the ppl there. I dun like the ppl in it. I dunno about it. I am just feeling confused. I just dun have the motivation to carry on yet my another self tell me i need to go back there and do something. Like wasted all my time if i just give up like tt or owe other ppl something. I dun like to be tie down. I just hate this.

Went to sch late again, but is lecture. I want to be early in the end, end up more late. Then today also got pipc test, was so stress and nervous. Nv put state symbol. SIAN SIAN SIAN. then with derrick at single study room. Then after tt went home. Tml still have csas and sch start at 9. Sian so tired liao. Hais..........

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remembering the days when u were by my side