Yy u say setback are used to train u. Yet i feel tt i am like being train to hate ppl and train to not to trust ppl now. Everytime i tried to trust completely on a friend, they tend to betray or hurt me. I am so sick of this ending. Dun u find tt my years in sjab are so damm wasted. Yes i did learn something from there but i think i lost a lot of things in it too. I hate to go back, i dun have a sense of belonging. The only thing i feel is loneness and my hate toward the sch. Everytime i go back i feel so cold and empty esp yesterday when i sit in the room with u guys until the moment i cannot tahan and choose to leave.Today has a formal presentation. Really not happy with it. First i feel tt i could done better but i did not. Another one is my classmates like want to harm me. Purposely ask a question tt know tt i did not know but want me to answer. Already want to push tt question to my friend but die die want me answer. Idiot sia. Wat did i do wrong. everyone say u got attitude prob. Dun think u so great. Smart so wat, U R A IDIOT. Somemore tml need to do project with u. I am so dammmmm unlucky to be in same grp as u.Tml still got adverture learning and tutiorial and project to do. Long day. Hais......... i am dying.....
