it seems like a dead blog but i maybe prefer this type of blog. it seems cold like me. haha. Going china so soon already. haha. Hope tt day really come. Today just realise tt sjab meeting was like few weeks ago and no one tell me about this. I know i got the email before but like was during exam period so i did not really notice. WTF really sia. Maybe i shld really not consider about it anymore and quit ba. Life is about choice but y am i tie down to all this stupid things. So many ppl i dislike in sjab. I dun like wat their problem which me cos i dun think tt there is any prob with me. It just make me so so so unhappy with those ppl. One affect another right so wat. They are total crap to my opinion ba. I hate them, they really sux. My life can be much better w/o them. Yet another part of me dun want to leave cos of my years in sjab. It is hard for me to withdraw yet i dun have the heart and energy to cont again. All this is so tiring. I hope everything can end one day sia. Can someone tell me wat to do.

tml going to watch movie and sadly shi xiang cannot come cos he is sick. Sad sia, hope u get well so tt i can freeze u once more. Haha. Life to me seems more like a dream then in the real world. Trying to get out of it, yet is not i dun want but is like i been through all those friendship things and sjab things tt make me dun want to be in the living world, like my soul got lock up like tt. Does anyone know my feeling? Damm

Almost one month i have not been blogging, bz with exams and also been out to repair my sister computer, esp thanks to shi xiang for helping me with tt. Decided to start blogging after a long rest.

Btw next sat the result for tp student is out.

Been watching bleach for this few week and finally reach episode 70. MUHAHAHA. The anime is nice. Yi yun going to china, i know is late but anyway gd luck. Tml is the start of global citizenship, going sch to study again, sian. Need to pack my room as it is very very messy. Haha. Did nothing much for today except for sleeping a lot and cleaning up my com and updating it. Cleaning my room later.

Have not been talking to those blacklisted ppl, but feeling more and more adapt to it but still seems weird. Ppl not worth to me, i shall try to forget them, memories tt u dun want to rmb will stay with us, just the way how u treat it, u will feel differently. Maybe the way i think about u guys is way off different how u guys think about it tt y all this will end up this way. I regret our friendship with u guys but i dun regret the way i treated u all now. Thing will be over soon, i want to get over with it, yes it will be over soon. A new life begins everyday. Hais not talking about it anymore. Just tt maybe some friends shld not treat them so nice, they not worth ur concern as no matter how much u treat them nicely, u will nv be part of their life.