So how am I. Normally y do ppl say they r fine when they r not. Weird. So i lost my job, my friend, my health, my wallet. Wat more can i lost man. I so sick of losing so much things in just 2 days. Something more weird, i guess tt our friendship will end up like tt one day. Tt y i wanted to change the future yet u just dun understand my words in any sense. I dropped too much clue but u just can't get it. I guess u r not even my friend at the first place. I ignore other ppl advise cos of u, ppl say tt u r such a person yet i ignore them. I even fight with them over this issue. I guess it is not worth it. U r not my friend even to begin with.
MY job. So wat u pay me $8 a hr. So wat u r my mom friend. U keep forcing me to do stuff tt i dun want esp i told u i hate business. Y so u have to keep forcing me until midnight. Force and force until u gave up on me. Give me two choice. To leave or stay behide to ask my goal in life. I sort of feeling u r cheating off $$ from those ppl from other country. 40 to 60 years old. Sorry i just stubbon enough to not believe ur bullshit. Fine u fired me. I dun want to work there anyway. So u can't force me right so u fired me. Cool.
So wat, noone is free. I MEAN NO ONE IS FREE AND I MEAN IT. I wasted so much sms and phonecall, asking ppl to go out with me when i am most down. All say bz, work, bah bah bah......... Dun want go out say lar. Yeah i go out alone. I lost my wallet...... SO wat. Happy right. I am so pissed off.
So how my health. Going for a mental breakdown. Doctor say my blood pressure a bit high however he measure for a second time, he say is ok. I have breathing problem and unable to control my stressness. Oh well. He might as well declare tt i am dead.
So how my life. Yeah i feel so happy and nv been so happy before in my life. I am nv tired. So i will stand alone again. Since i have this feeling so often. Dun come and crap with me.