Does it really mean tt if u move back one step, the world would be a much better place. Does it mean u always have to move back one step then to make others happy instead of u when u have the right to move forward. Singapore is really becoming much of a unhappy place to live in cos not much ppl r moving back and too much ppl r moving forward. I mean "inconsideration".

Went for sjab meeting today. As usual it is boring and i have not much say in it. Just want to slack my way through to find it to kill time ba. Since there r so much time before the day i die haha. Just spend it the way i want lor. Just find tt i can change my mood pretty quick and easy and i know the reason for it. I been living my life more of unhappiness and yet want to enjoy the happiness i got in my life for a bit longer when it occur but during tt enjoyment i forget everything before the pain come back and I will just rmb everything all over again.

Next event happening this week shld be my basic driving test and my exercise ba. Two more week till sch reopen yet i dun really care wheather it sch holiday and sch start. It look all the same to me. I just want to grow up and get to understand more things. The world is such a dull place, how can ppl live in it. Or it just singapore? I heard Singapore is one of the most unhappy place to live in. Cos we move forward too much, yet not much fun staff or relaxing place in Singapore and everything here is $$. Is this the price for moving too fast in our lifestyle? I just dun understand anymore. I want to live in forest where it is so quiet and peaceful. Just a dream...... Live is such a pain yet it can but fun just in my dream.....