QUIT MY JOB haha lol

Sigh.......... Quit my job liao. But i already know in the morning i can't get any pay but i still want to finish the day job. U all may think tt i am stupid but i enjoy the exp and helping out. HAHA nice know the people work together with me....... TODAY I HIT BELL!!!! Which is $310 and is only second day of my work. I am so happy tt day and hope tt i can keep up my high mood but it did not last for long. I called my dad to fetch me home cos i was too tired but he say he will come but in the end say bz after waiting for some time and almost knock down by a cab. Watever ok i just wish i get knock down by the cab. I reach home still with a happy mood. Later i talk on the phone with bevin and ws which started everything. I really dislike to talk to ws more and more. I am really sick of her. I think wat u say is right. She is too spolit. As a friend to her, she nv give me a birthday present after telling her so many times. NO I AM NOT ACCEPTING HER GIFT ANY MORE. Then she say gd bye to bevin but not me. Watever lar. I also purposely dun want to go out when bevin say want to have a few of us go watch movie together. I can't go out with her ok!!! And can 'he' spare me some time to complain about ws. Come to msn to find out r bz to talk with me and tt CK keep pouring cold water on my loss job. I mean i feel bad enough do he need to make it worse. Thanks for wei lee still talking to me now. Keep so stress up again but not over job but just too disappointed. To people who keep encouraging me tt if i dun help myself noone can. But i everytime give encourage to myself but everytime lead to another greater disappointment!!!!! I think i shld try to less trust other but only myself. Now i fully understand but my manager said!!! He is right about teaching me some things in life. HOPE CAN GO TO THE BEACH TOMORROW. REALLY HOPE CAN GO THERE BUT SURE I HAVE TO GO THERE ALONE RIGHT!!!!! MAYBE I SHLD JUST DIE AND PEOPLE WON'T EVEN NOTICE!!!!!! HOW TO CONTROL MY ANGER NOW!!!!!!! I HATE EVERYONE.. tears tt drop i wonder r for wat cause. Disappointment...... I will try not to cry anymore cos i will not care people around me anymore. They dun deserve my tears and my concern. AND I MEAN EVERYONE.... My life is fated to be alone..... Just faced it i can't fight it anymore. I cannot give myself much more self encouragment.