I really hate this phrase call life is like a dream. I dun find life is like a dreams as ppl like to many a some differenties in their life. Dreams tt r created in ur mind u wat u truely wish for but nv be able to see it in real life. Is this making ur life better by dreaming the things u nv get or just lying to urself? I really dunno the answer. The way u treat others, is the way u want ppl to treat u back. Is this the truth? For me now, i disagree. The way i treat others and wish how they treat me back. Is so different? Views r so different. But wat u do and hope ppl to treat u nicer or is it ppl is just making use of u. Or ppl think too highly of u, thinking tt u r always strong and those happy go lucky type. I might be one last time, but not now. Yes i do think a lot, thanks to someone i know. U ask me to think. And i think. Do u need a rights or apply a right before to show tt u r angry or dun use angry this word, maybe the word upset? I dun want to show tt i am angry. For now is like tt is no reason to be upset. But y thinking of the past, can it be a reason to be upset or is it just history to be forgotten and like history repeated itself again and again. Or am i just unimpt in ppl life, and with me around or with me not around make no differents as u all r happy. Answers in the past might not be the answers to now. Things in the past is not the same as things today. I hate to accept changes as i am stubbon. Give me time i can do it. But i am tired, really tired. I just dunno how to move on? I hate to be weakened like tt. I hate myself.