Sunday

Feeling so bored lately, dunno wat the reason. Yesterday went out with seow ye, guo jun, jin hui, wei lee and shi xiang. Went to play pool and watch one movie. However i dun like the movie, finding it gross and boring. Haha dun ask me y. Yesterday i also thought of something, my holiday left with one month but i feeling so weird, feeling something is missing and something is not right. The feeling where i am not spending my time, my every seconds properly. Even i keep going out lately, but i still feel tt way. I realise i can't multi task liao. I feel so sick and tired of it. Multi task sux. I am trying to do less of multi tasking. But is difficult... I feel so bored easily lately, even i am doing something like playing or watching either tv shows or anime/ cartoon. Hais.....
Looking forward to li ting chalet, going out with my sec sch friends to kayaking, and the next ice skating session

Sunday
I slept till 4.45pm today, dunno y but feel so tired and can't wake up. I want to wake up earlier but i can't and i feel so awake at night. Hais.... my body timetable is a mess cos of me. I want to change it back. Hais..... Feeling so confused, i know my mind is in a mess. Dunno y in a mess, just in a mess. The feeling i have the whole holiday. I am wasting time. YYYYYYY i just dun understand y i hate to waste time. TIME...... The night seems so quiet and frightening sometimes. Hope to do something meaningful soon.... So late liao, shld go to sleep liao