Went to sch late today but since is a lecture so ya dun miss anything as the lecturer teach really slow. Then today Cds was so boring. Doing the things over and over again. I was like sian type and type the same thing. But nvm lar train me to rmb those input and output things. Rushed home to went for a sjab dinner. Was like damm sian. rush and rush just to go there. During the dinner also find hard to talk to them. Like wat the topic i can talk to them. Ya was so sian. Then got photography time then i was like wah more sian dun like to be in the photo and like also i dunno how to smile and there was so many camera just to take the photo. Thn after the dinner went with some of them to supper cos dun feel like going home so soon. By then also feel a well not so well. Maybe too tired and lack of sleep.
Heard them talk during the supper. Wat they say is right lar but i also dunno like. Maybe i scared go back and help out i will feel more stress cos also a bit feel left out liao. I normally like no topic to talk to them. Also dunno y just feel cannot fit in. Today my hp the dolpfin also one of them drop off. ARRRRR Y LIKE TT MAN!!!! then one of the officer like not happy with my dolpfin hanging out. Not happy but PLS DO NOT TOUCH THEM. Later need to fix them back. Almost lost one of them wah so scary. Then after tt sit a cab home. Tml going to go watch harry potter liao but i also not so excited about it. Dunno y just feel tt way. Need to sleep early tonight. Really really tired. ZzZzZzZzZzZzZzZzZzZzZzZzZzZzZzZzZzZ
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I feeling depressed, lost and tired. Wat shld i do? Maybe i will find my direction one day. I feel being in this way but y do i always feel like tt.